My Simple Thoughts

I haven't slept at all in days It's been so long since we've talked And I have been here many times I just don't know what I'm doing wrong What can I do to make you love me What can I do to make you care What can I say to make you feel this What can I do to get you there There's only so much I can take And I just got to let it go And who knows I might feel better, yeah If I don't try and I don't hope What can I do to make you love me What can I do to make you care What can I say to make you feel this What can I do to get you there No more waiting, no more, aching... No more fighting, no more, trying... Maybe there's nothing more to say And in a funny way I'm calm Because the power is not mine I'm just going to let it fly What can I do to make you love me (What can I do to make you love me) What can I do to make you care (What can I do to make you care) What can I say to make you feel this (What can I do to make you love me) What can I do to g...

Lagi pengen mengingat-ingat nih... 1. Ingat-ingat pertama kali menyukai sepakbola.. dulu.. kelas dua smp.. pas piala dunia 1994 di Amrik.. gara-gara nitya.. temen gue yang paling tomboy.. promosinya gini: "nonton bola deh, itali, pemainnya cakep-cakep!" hahaha that final words was the key words.. and it works.. the first time i saw it, im lovin it instantly.. mau tau my first love? pemain itali nomor 8 bernama dino baggio! whoaa.. gara-gara diye hampir tiap akhir pekan gue mantengin sepakbola.. yang ditonton? apalagi kalau bukan liga italia di rcti.. yang dibela? apalagi kalo bukan AC Parma.. masih gara-gara piala dunia, gue mantengin yang namanya liga champions di tahun berikutnya... gak semaniak liga italia sih karena yang main kan klub dari macem2 negara (yang gak semua pemainnya ganteng2 hehehe).. meski gak terlalu menikmati toh gue ngikutin sampe final karena AC Milan nyampe ke partai puncak itu.. 2. nah untuk pertama kalinya sepakbola mbikin perasaan gue gak kar...

Yesterday.. was one of the happiest day of my life

Why do Women Cry? A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he asked God. He said, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: " When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her t...

salah satu lagu favorit gue di album greatest hits-nya bryan adams... liriknya so nice... if only ada lelaki semengerti dia huhuhuhu :p inside out by bryan adams the biggest lie you ever told - your deepest fear 'bout growin' old the longest night you ever spent - the angriest letter you ever sent the boy you swore you'd never leave - the one you kissed on new year's eve the sweetest dream you had last night - your darkest hour, your hardest fight i wanna know you - like i know myself i'm waitin' for you - there ain't no one else talk to me baby - scream and shout i want to know you - inside out i wanna dig down deep - i wanna lose some sleep i wanna scream and shout - i wanna know you inside out i wanna take my time - i wanna know your mind ya know there ain't no doubt - i wanna know you inside the saddest song you ever heard - the most you said with just one word the lonliest prayer you ever prayed - truest vow you ever made what makes you laugh, what ...

gue bukan movie buff, bahkan terhitung pemilih banget kalo soal film, mangkanya gue paling senang baca resensi film biar tau mana yang bagus mana yang enggak.. ga heran gue suka kecewa berat kalo ternyata resensi yang gue baca menipu: bilangnya oke taunya jelek.. sampai sejauh ini sih gue selalu puas dengan film pilihan gue... meski begitu kadang gue gak bisa menghindarkan untuk nonton film yang terpaksa ditonton... kaya yang berikut ini nih, kepaksa banget deh nontonnya (karena diajak teman atau karena ga ada film yang "lebih bagus" saat itu) tapi ternyata worth to watch! 1. moulin rogue (awalnya gue pengen nolak waktu diajak, abis yang bikin baz (siapa gitu yang bikin romeo & juliet) lagian gue ga begitu suka film musikal yang latarnya kehidupan orang-orang teater gitu, tapi ternyata? stunning! that's one of the best musical i've ever seen!) 2. harry potter and the chamber of secrets (gue pernah mencoba membaca bukunya tapi cuman tahan satu halaman doang!...

hari minggu, i met this one amazing guy hari senin, i went to office with one fine heart hari selasa, i had this one fine news hari rabu, i had my one fine chat i declare this as my one fine week.... please continue....

ini lagu yang video klipnya bisa bikin senyum.... udah gitu musiknya easy listening... gue banget! Bad Day by Daniel Powter Where is the moment we needed the most You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost They tell me your blue skies fade to grey They tell me your passion's gone away And I don't need no carryin' on You stand in the line just to hit a new low You're faking a smile with the coffee to go You tell me your life's been way off line You're falling to pieces everytime And I don't need no carryin' on Cause you had a bad day You're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You had a bad day The camera don't lie You're coming back down and you really don't mind You had a bad day You had a bad day Well you need a blue sky holiday The point is they laugh at what you say And I don't need no carryin' on You had a ba...

"a women cannot have too many shoes" Begitu kutipan yang baru gue baca di salah satu artikel detikhot.com.. kebetulan tulisannya emang soal sepatu.. entah kenapa beberapa hari terakhir adaaa aja topik di internet, koran atau radio yang ngomongin sepatu.. kaya dua hari lalu di powder room 87,6 FM ceritanya announcernya bikin survei kecil-kecilan dengan pertanyaan berapa pasang sepatu yang dipunyai perempuan jakarta? gue pengen sms tapi di kepala gue cuma teringat sekitar 10 pasang sepatu dan sendal di rak hehehe dikit bo.. betul aja, gue emang nga termasuk rata-rata orang di survei kecil-kecilan di HRFM itu, soalnya jawaban rata-ratanya adalah 30 pasang.. tapi announcernya sendiri cuman punya 12 pasang lho.. sepatu.. has never been my favourite.. tapi terlintas di pikiran gue hampir setiap hari di pekan lalu.. hehehe gara-garanya gue kepengen banget beli sendal.. meski dah punya lumayan cukup gue pengen punya sandal model "itu".. akhirnya pergilah gue ke PIM (sekali...

Puisi buatan Elizabeth Browning ini salah satu puisi cinta paling oke yang pernah gue baca, klasik dan bagus sekali! How Do I Love Thee?* Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight. For the ends of Being and ideal Grace. I love thee to the level of everyday's Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with the passion put to use In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith. I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saints, I love thee with the breath, Smiles, tears, of all my life! and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death. *(Sonnets From The Portuguese 43)

Lagunya John Legend ini adalah lagu terfavorit gue akhir-akhir ini musiknya sangat easy listening dan liriknya se-simple musiknya remember we're all only ordinary people enjoy! Girl im in love with you This ain't the honeymoon Past the infatuation phase Right in the thick of love At times we get sick of love It seems like we argue everyday [Bridge] I know i misbehaved And you made your mistakes And we both got room left to grow And though love sometimes hurts I still put you first And we'll make this thing work But I think we should take it slow [Chorus] We're just ordinary people We don't know which way to go Cuz we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh) This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh) This time we'll take it slow [Verse 2] This ain't a movie no No fairy tale conclusion ya'll It gets more confusing everyday Sometimes it's heaven sent We head back to hell again We kiss and we make up on ...

Tim malam minggu terdiri dari delapan muda mudi* yang seluruhnya berstatus JOMBLO! meski udah jomblo dari entah kapan akhirnya kemarin gue bergabung bersama mereka :p kesan pertama tak begitu menggoda karena cuman jalan-jalan ke mall antah berantah.. tapi bener kata kebanyakan orang 'yang penting bukan acaranya tapi kebersamaannya' sayang gue ga bisa barengan sampe kelar acara ritual mereka *nongkrong sambil ngemil ice cream corn-nya McD hahaha* karena harus pulang.. it's FUN eniwey! kalo katanya jeng rahma, tiap malam minggu acaranya tim malming pastinya adalah makan malam bareng dan jalan-jalan, tapi kadang sering nonton midnight atau main bowling atau biliar bareng.. asik?! bisa iya bisa juga enggak, tapi at least sekarang tiap malam minggu gue punya pilihan kalo pingin menghabiskan malam panjang.. tim malam minggu here i come! hehehehe *tim malam minggu adalah bowo, ricko, sony, rahma, mia, felis, putri, ikhwan

Cihui.. selama delapan hari i finally get out of jakarta.. yang dituju adalah kota Yogyakarta! Jogja... hmm, first thing in my mind is the city of culture.. kota budaya gitu loh.. dalam kepala gue pastinya banyak bangunan antik di sepanjang jalan, terus banyak delman atau kereta kuda gitu, terus banyak orang pake blangkon dan kebaya hahahaha mohon maklum, gue terakhir ke Yogya itu waktu masih kecil, jd ga inget, cuman pernah liat fotonya di borobudur (huhuhuhu) eniwey toh jogja ga jauh amat dari bayangan gue (meski juga ga sama persis) bengunan rada antik emang ga banyak tapi ada lah, yang pastinya jarang buanget ada bangunan rumah model mediteranian kaya di pondok indah hehehehe.. delman juga ga banyak, baru di malioboro gue temuin coz i happen to ride it almost all day waktu kita (gue, ine, nita, ega, pandit dan dewi) jalan ke keraton dan taman sari.. cuma orang pake blangkon dan kebaya yang ternyata lebih sedikit dari perkiraan gue yang gue temuin sekali di "Mirota Batik...

Hari Minggu (1/5) untuk pertama kalinya gue nonton acara basket all-star ala Indonesia. Istimewanya IBL All-Star perdana gue saksikan secara langsung dari Makassar. It's full of entertainment! Firstly, gue ga nyangka ternyata pebasket nasional bisa nge-dunk juga! ga cuman satu kali bahkan sampe berkali-kali. Padahal seinget gue setahun lalu dunk di IBL itu jarang banget. Kalaupun ada pasti aksinya standar (asal nombok dan masuk!) lebih sering malah malah ga masuk... Tapi kali ini Marlon Adirangga (Citra Satria), Anangga Kurniawan (Bhinneka Sritex), Agustinus Sigar (SM Britama), Mario Wuysang (HP Aspac) dan Andre Tiara (IM Panasonic Telkomsel) nombok. Keren juga sih. Sampe ada yang bergelantungan di ring basket! jadi inget Shaq O'Neal kalo abis nge-dunk hehehe... Udah gitu, para bintang ternyata juga jagoan tembakan tiga angka lho. Johannes Winar (SM Britama), Sigar dan I Made Sudiadnyana (Bhinneka Sritex) beberapa kali melakukannya. Mario juga sempat. Keren.. Keren! Aksi keren...

Setelah tiga bulan ngekos akhirnya gue mutusin untuk berhenti... mulai bulan depan i'm going to be at home again... enak ga ya? well, coba kita itung-itung untung ruginya... ruginya kalo ngekos... pertama, borossss!!! udah ga perlu diperdebatin lagi, ngekos kan sama aja dengan beli makan sendiri, bayar transportasi sendiri dan bayar penginapan sendiri jadi udah pasti pengeluaran lebih besar ketimbang di rumah, yang notabene makan dibayarin dan ga pake bayar buat nginepnya... kedua, homesick , duh malu juga nih ngomongin yang satu ini, tapi harus diakuin kalo sulit ngilangin kebiasaan yang udah akrab kita lakuin di rumah sendiri, apalagi kalo kebiasaan itu baru aja numbuh...misalnya ngebantuin nyokap masak :p *huahahaha booong bangettt untungnya kalo ngekos... pertama, jadi lebih mandiri, udah jelaslah... ga ada pembantu yang bisa dimintain tolong... kedua, bisa pulang malem (dengan catatan punya kunci gerbang kosan dan ga punya ibu kos yang bawel hehehe), ketiga, punya pri...

dari semua hari yang ada dalam seminggu, rabu adalah yang paling gue senengin... what? pasti orang-orang pada bingung... ga ada alasan yang spesial sih, tapi sepanjang hari rabu gue dijamin terhibur karena ada satu acara yang "tayang" di hari itu.... apaan tuch? hehehe, buat para penikmat radio pasti dah tau jawabnya, tapi kalo yang ga pernah dengar radio pasti ga tau... yap, hari rabu adalah waktunya "wednesday slow machine"... ini adalah satu program andalannya radio KIS 95,1 yang khusus muterin lagu-lagu mellow/sendu/sedih/menyayat hati seeeepanjaaang hari....yap, sepanjang hari! buat yang ga demen lagu mellow dijamin mual ngedengerin program ini, but untuk kamu pecinta lagu mellow, program ini dijamin pas buat didengerin seharian hehehe i love love love wednesday slow machine... gara-gara temenkoe yang namanya tania! neng yang satu ini yang memperkenalkan alat bernama rabu selow itu gue lupa tepatnya kapan dan dimana tancuy mengenalkan gue sama si rabu, tapi sej...

It's been a hard day's night, and i been working like a dog It's been a hard day's night, i should be sleeping like a log But when i get home to you i'll find the things that you do Will make me feel alright You know i work all day to get you money to buy you things And it's worth it just to hear you say you're going to give me everything So why on earth should i moan, 'cause when i get you alone You know i feel ok When i'm home everything seems to be right When i'm home feeling you holding me tight, tight Owww! So why on earth should i moan, 'cause when i get you alone You know i feel ok You know i feel alright You know i feel alright (sang by the beatles from the album a hard day's night)

basi banget deh hari gini ngomongin godfather, gimana enggak seri pertama film arahan francis ford copolla ini pertama keluar tahun 1972, yang kedua tahun 1974 sedangkan yang terakhir tahun 1990... berjuta-juta orang mungkin telah menonton dan (end-up) mengoleksi serinya, nga heran karena ni film fenomenal abis...but jangan salahkan gue kalo ternyata baru melahap rangkaian film yang menyabet 11 nominasi oscar tahun 1974 plus oscar buat robert de niro ini.. maklum baru dapat pinjeman dari teman hehehe *tengs yah wan! but seperti kata pepatah lebih baik terlambat daripada tidak sama sekali... eniwey, setelah nonton gue kepikiran untuk ngoleksi, beneran kepengen deh, soalnya, ni film emang fenomenal banget... alkisah seorang bos mafia bernama vito corleone punya tiga anak lelaki, satu namanya santino atau biasa dipanggil sonny, yang kedua namanya alfredo dan si bungsu michael... tiga-tiganya punya sifat yang berbeda, sonny si ambisius yang keras kepala, fredo si lemah yang selalu mencari ...

this is actually my most favourite subject... gue punya banyak sekali lagu favorit, dari yang melow banget, setengah mellow, alternatif, sampe yang rock banget... but amongst all, lagu favorit gue ada satu, can u guess? hehehe kalo ada anak RTC yang ngliat blog ini pasti mereka tau jawabnya... "you came along just like a song and brighten my day who would believe that you are part of the dream and now it all seems light years away...." sounds familiar? kalo nga kasian banget deh lo, hehehehe nga heran kok kalo pada ga tau, maklum lagunya udah jadul buanget dehh! but i love love love love this song! gue langsung jatuh cinta begitu ngedenger barry manillow nyanyiin nih lagu di layar kaca... "would you like to sing this song with me?," tanya barry kepada seorang penonton cewek berparas cantik di atas panggung, "hu uh," balas sang cewek... and then they goes... "you know i can't smile without u, i can't smile without u, i can't laugh and i can...

"After 11 years here I want what's best for Real Madrid. If at some time I have to sacrifice myself in order for the team to progress then I will do it" (Raul) hiksy, sedih banget ngedengernya.... ah, Raul, my second love in football... gila banget yah, orang yang segitu identiknya sama madrid sampai ngomong begitu karena ngrasa fansnya udah nga cinta lagi, tapi apa iya fans real ga cinta lagi? well, berdasarkan polling salah satu surat kabar beken Spanyol Raul memang berada di posisi teratas daftar pemain Real yang dianggap paling tak berguna di skuadnya Vanderlei Luxemburgo sekarang... artinya? is it the time to say goodbye? padahal, Raul is kapten terbaik yang pernah gue lihat (the best captain that a team could have) harusnya semua orang yang ngrasa pemimpin punya kebesaran jiwa seperti dia... (hiks, gue ga relaaaa!!!)

pagi at last... i'm creating my own blog mau nulis apa yah... nga ada ide ;p sore ah, i got it!